Chatting with my mind

I attended a talk show by famous personality like "Gulzar Sahib" over the week end. Most of the crowd were 40+ and was profoundly waiting to get a sip of relaxation from this famous diverse personality. I used to read and recite poem, poetry since i was in class 12. After that last 24 years was playing 'tag' game with life. How many target i can touch vs how many will run away from me...lol. I forgot that highest form of human relaxation can be achieved through imagination. Just pure and intellectual imagination that will lead to ultimate form of stress buster. I grew up with reading "Tagore" , Najrul , Jobadanondo Das, Sukanto so many more that i forgot the names. After spending this evening with Gulzar , i am more determined to rejuvenate my rendezvous with poetry ... :-) Lets see... will keep myself posted. This evening struck me to think association of human civilization and poetry, songs , pure good talk without any adulteration. From the beginning of...

 In last 5.5 years there are 5 kids born around me. I want to capture the survival technique for their parents and how these small kiddos gave the challenges no less than an adult. It's no less than a war where at the end always the kiddo is winner with their charming smile and meaningless giggles.  These kids will grow up and we as a parent will keep on solving one challenge after other 😊. So i want to capture these light moments and memories that will remain forever. I will start with a youngest Diya. Since she arrived home from hospital on 5th day after her was born, her parents lost their 'good night sleep'. Every 2 weeks for 3-4 days she wont sleep at night while she can compensate her sleep at her own time but her parents became zombie. 😂. While she was around 5 months she started eating her home made rice cereal ( khichri ).  After 1 week she refused to eat that anymore rather liked the normal lentil soup that her mom prepares. By the age of 10 - 12 months, as so...

The last two years, everyone was warning and saying how it would feel like. Everyone helping each other to spread the fear and not allowing the adventurous mind to roam around :-). So, I was very well aware of all the symptoms. After staying 2 years in a cocoon, I was mentally prepared to conquer my fear and was positive that I can fight this demon back, if I were to get it. Friday, June 17. I woke up with severe body ache and headache. Usually, my pain is not chronic, so this was worrisome. Not to mention, off late, COVID was spreading ferociously around my neighborhood. For the rest of the day, I worked with an acute uncomfortableness. As it was Friday, I was just telling myself that I just needed some rest over the weekend, and I will feel better soon. My final thoughts trailed off as around 4:30pm, I was just dropped on bed and started getting chills. I am usually very active and positive person, so i knew that mostly i am getting the final dreaded monster which was waiting on my d...